up and down

If that time i went back home and slept one night before i rush to KL for my bro's convo is counted as going back home, then i have 44 days haven't go home already. Then.. i cant remember when i actually went home and spent my time in my sweet hometown kluang... oh my..

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Looking at my pharmacy stuff.. all i can feel is helpless.. please give me more time. Just can't seem to settle down and really study... oh my.. who can save me by killing me asap???

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Bought new phone, W890 with only paying $48 and a singtel plan. This phone actually still cost about RM 1100 back in m'sia and my sis bought it with $88 with singtel plan too. Y mine is so good? cause got $50 rebate if but 3G phone and this promotion will end this friday. Well... that's y i rush down to IMM to settle it so suddenly. Tired. End up spending around 3 hours outside. >< no time lo...

My old and new phone. Black is still my choice.

Yf went to renew his M1 plan too. Comparing the promoter i meet in singtel and his at M1. I really feel that i am damn unlucky. That singtel guy got attitude problem and basically i still got a bit worry about my student plan as he never explain anything to me. If my bill come and suddenly i m subscribe to anything, that guy is going to get it. I remember you. No worry, Kenneth from IMM singtel shop.

Now got the same handphone with my sis, hers is silver and mine's black. Ma ask me to paa my hp to my brother... huh?? really ah.. that handphone is a gift from you when i did well in my stpm leh.. I got 2 years relationship with my old hp too.. *sob sob* Don't know la. See how.

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Somethings are really can't be change. No matter how i let you know, still there is a different in concept between us. Is it really that we have to sacrifice our f'ship? f'ship that we had build up for so long? well, i don't know. Just feel very sad cause maybe once someone cross the line, we will never be the same again. Still, i hope you will understand and be a part of my life. I don't want to lose you. Remember what i said in Malacca? Friendship forever. I really hope so. Seriously hope so.

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Just went to Jian Sheng's 'farewell' party. JS ah.. Go Taiwan must be guai guai ah. Bring one girlfriend back. Must take good care of yourself yo~

hall hall hall

Just had the last SCRC meeting. Seeing all the issues there, all I can do is sigh... never mind la. All is almost over now. Well... To be true, not exactly over now. Hall CCA ah.. Sigh.. Do enough of the main stuff already. Time to come down and be the little tiny small shrimp. See too much of the beautiful and the ugly side of almost everything already.. SO! that's y i m joining all new stuff this year, Hall Play, Chinese Drama and Choir. Hohoho... Pharm year 3 stuff is killing me, sucking up all my time.. can't commit when i want to enjoy the CCA.. Ah.. how can i survive through all this?? kanasai la.. ><

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KEWOC retreat on sunday night, went to Hayyat dinner buffet. Broke lo~ Wahaha.. Not bad ah... Seeing all the kewoc dress up, enjoying ourselves, laughing and eating all the way. But still cant help ourselves to talk about some official kewoc stuff. >< haha..

Mango Pudding! Although they are not excactly super nice, but i hit my target . I ate 8. Scary ya. Wahaha~

Wah.. that's so kewoc, can play circle games everyway and anyway.

Ho? Wat's happening there?

Our first helping. Don't worry, there are more to come. Wahaha~

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Ah.. still waiting for ROCKE meeting now.. faster la.. i very tired ah..

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Got the KEWOC souvenir ready already, super nice ah!!! can't post the photo up here. >< The material are really from far far places like JB and from Sembawang area. Now still waiting for Kah Hsiung's part.. faster la. waiting for you only ah.. Don't drag anymore la...

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Oh ya! almost forgot to blog about my darling SOo Fei fEI~ Haha.. Like nana had said, so proud of you yo!! Eh.. what should i say now ah? Happy Graduation??? -___-'' I must upload the gift that some part DIY by me!!

Saw the graduation hat??? initially the turtle softtoy speaker is botak de. Got ntg on its head, then i sew and make the graduation head by myself! Wah!! So proud of myself ah!! Hohoho..

Front view, so cute neh~ Fei fei told me she likes it. haha.. happy ah~

累

很想讲

我很累

Raining whole day..

Alone in main lounge for SA duty now. Msn with my sis and bro at home. Miss home oh. From y1 of going home every week till every fortnight then to y2 once every month. Now, i really forgotten when's the last time i was at home. Never mind, no matter wat, i am going home next weekend.

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Night cycling.. got a lots of sudden changes due to 'human issue'. Sigh.. Who really maintain the responsibility and priorities the 'big picture' till the end? But anyway, still manage to be flexible and make everything ok ba.

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Since yesterday night it had been raining... One friend's dad passed away.. Is the sky feeling sad too? Sigh.. We really should treasure everything we have now oh..

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Had been doing 'behind-curtain' job for KEWOC. A lot of people will think that the person holding higher post are those people that can 'shoot-arrow' and do nothing ba. Well.. what i really want to say is, try to look deeper ba. It is a reality that people not being at the front line always get forgotten. Doing 'sai-kang' job is not that fun too.. =) Don't need to say much. When you are in the position then you will know.

Random

Just now mum came to s'pore again. With my super cute brother! Only get to meet them for a while, din go for lunch together although is lunch time cause i know what ma actually want to eat for lunch... Is the bittergout soup plus Hakka 'zha-rou' in Senai, JB. =)

Went to Temasek hall too. Hugging my sis's soft toy all the way up to her room at 4th floor. My sis's single room is.. Em.. narrower weight plus longer. surface area almost the same with my room ba. But, somehow, likes my room better, our study table is in L shape! we got bigger wardrobe and the colour scheme in our room, just give me a 'warmer' feeling compare to my sis's room. =) In conclusion, KE better la~

Talked to Leong Hui and Jene about some hall and cca stuff. Sigh... Guess everything in this world got its pro and cons ba.

Night cycling. Tired is all i feel. Hope it'll turn out to be a great success. =) KEWOC 0809 final big project! Jia you!

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Sis went home again... i want to go home too. Time.. i just need more time.. to be with my friends, family and with my own stuff...

失望

只想说， 我对你感到失望。。
虽然你在其他人眼里是多么的‘强’。。
但是你就是擅长于忽略。。
不要紧，要结束了。。
也许你会说我有了他后就变了。。
但我想告诉你
失望不是最近的事

I don't care what other people may think,
I don't care people will appreciate what i do or not.
I just need to know that, i m doing all this with a sincere heart.
If you have doubt in my sincerity, i only can feel sad and disappointed...

Dedicated to all science student

Know about this song from Kok Pun. NOW, sit back, relaz and enjoy one of the KEWOC theme song. -____-'''

This was a triumph.
I'm making a note here:
HUGE SUCCESS.
It's hard to overstate
my satisfaction.
Aperture Science
We do what we must
because we can.
For the good of all of us.
Except the ones who are dead.
But there's no sense crying
over every mistake.
You just keep on trying
till you run out of cake.
And the Science gets done.
And you make a neat gun.
For the people who are
still alive.


I'm not even angry.
I'm being so sincere right now.
Even though you broke my heart.
And killed me.
And tore me to pieces.
And threw every piece into a fire.
As they burned it hurt because
I was so happy for you!
Now these points of data
make a beautiful line.
And we're out of beta.
We're releasing on time.
So I'm GLaD. I got burned.
Think of all the things we learned
for the people who are
still alive.

Go ahead and leave me.
I think i prefer to stay inside.
maybe you'll find someone else
to help you.
maybe Black Mesa...
THAT WAS A JOKE, HA HA, FAT CHANCE.
Anyway this cake is great.
It's so delicious and moist
look at me still talking when theres science to do
when i look out there
it makes me glad I'm not you
i've experiments to run
there is research to be done
on the people who are
still alive.


and believe me I am still alive
I'm doing science and I'm still alive
i feel fantastic and I'm still alive
while your dying ill be still alive
and when your dead i will be still alive
still alive
still alive

Wall.E

Yesterday! or should i say the day before? friday, went to watch dark knight after lecture. Late night, went for night cycling dry run... Thought the run will end around 3.30am but, haha... we end up reached hall at around 5.30am. Super tired oh.

Woken up at noon after i knocked out at around 6am. Decided to go to JB suddenly with yf. Quite a tight schedule saturday outing considering that we only reached city square at 3pm n gotta reach hall before 11am for yf's SA duty. What have we done?? haha.. Developed around 70 over of photos for Joanne's birthday present then went to eat secret recipe cheese cake, sang k for 3 hours, and watched Wall E. I've done a special task for kewoc (cant tell what is it yet)


Like Wall E more than Dark Knight. ^^ the movie is super cute oh! wall e and eva. Think that's the least-lines-of-talking movie that i had ever watched. But still, cute ah!!! Some scenes are quite beautiful too!

More picture about Wall-E at http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/wall-e/

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Now in lounge, tired till headache aldy.. but they are damn noisy...

Jay chou for Olympic

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Reading pathology now.. a bit de sien... ><

Shiok~

Hm... First day of sch aldy got total 8 hours of lecture. Oh my... all the chim and heavy lecture. Wat a good start ah... Cant help feeling worry for myself. ><

Later still got rocke meeting, then kh told me during my rush dinner that we'll have a long meeting tonight. >< Well... what can i say???

Learn about various type of body shock today and the lecture ended with an ultimate slide on the consequences of the shock. WAhaha... Ultimate shock wo... all those lecture really SHIOK ah~

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JS just came over and took the only volleyball that i had with me, saying that he was so sien whole day with ntg to do... now still going to play volleyball when i m going to have my darling rocke meeting!!!! >< >< >< unbalance ah!!! Think of volleyball... another issue of mine... sigh... talk bout it next time ba.

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Somebody is waiting for me to post about something i guess. =P don want to say ah~ don want ah dont want ah~ Wah... high liao.. gotta rush down lo. T-T

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Guess wat? my sis sms me last night, asking me first day of sch wat to bring n wat time to wake up. Super -_____________________-""" and her first day of sch in NUS is 8 yo 9.30am. T-T unfair ah... unfair ah...

Change

After Rag day. Seeing comm hall and hall foyer in a sudden empty. Weird feelings arise.

Everything'll be over soon? maybe not for KEWOC ba.

Got negative thinking about hall activities.

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BBQ under the sun for half of the day. Came back drained and headache again...

I've changed.
From a person who sleep 8hours per day, to 6 and recently to 4 or 5 hours only.

I'vr changed.
From a person who try not to eat any medicine till i cant take it anymore to a person that ate one panadol per day now.

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Thing is getting a bit complicated.
People, can you just dont see things from one side only?

Flag day

OMG... headache headache. not enough sleep still want to blog?? ha...

Yesterday was flag day. This year is my third year for doing flagging. Got different experience and meet some eh... weird and funny event?


First is i got 'ambushed' and chased by a cat. Funny ah, like i m a rat like that. I think the problem is i m holding a can that looks like sardine can and the flag shirt is in bright high-lighter orange.

Then, due to my enthusiasm in flagging. Sweat... or the ppl in simei are actually quite nice, one uncle gave me a sweet and ask me to jia u~ then, an aunty said :'This is to reward you since you are so enthu' while she stuffed one $10 note into my can. Wahaha~ Encouraging oh! meet few ppl that told me they were from NUS also.

Tata~ then the next one is quite encouraging also. One guy from a cafe nearby brought 2 icy cold ice lemon tea for me n yf, and told us that:' i m from the shop at the corner there, saw you 2 worked whole day aldy, not easy job huh? and these (show the two ice lemon tea) are for you 2!' WAH!!!! at that moment we just stunned and feel so happy. ^^ Ran to side and start taking pics for our blog. WAHAHAHA~

Icy lemon tea, cans and flag

Then at 4stg pm... i cant be that enthu aldy.. energy level low (like ultraman with red line shining -__-'') super tired... rest at side till 5pm where the flow of ppl increase again. 6pm.. Had gastric and came back hall... >< In general, this year flag day is comparatively fun compare to 2 years ago cause of the events that i met. Enthusiasm and never say die spirit are the key to flag. ^^ and! i got 3 heavy cans back with quite a few 2, 5 and even 10 dollars. Wahaha...


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KEWOC post mortem period with tons of paper work and night cycling. After the flag day will be the rag day soon! everybody must jia you ah!!!

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Lag of sleep...
lots of talking...
complicated human relationship...
>< chim ah...

stucked photos

Some photos that were 'stucked' in my hp for quite long.

The Southern Ridges Park Connectors

One of the tribal weapon! Nice!

How can the cat sleep soundly even when we were making noise?
cause it is not a real cat. -_-''

OG flags swaying near SRC field

Wai kit's 'sending-charcoal-during-the-snow' donuts.
(everybody was out for food hunt at the time) ><

Sentosa outing~

Wah! Can i see constelacion from the telescope that cost S$1700?

Us and the golden telescope


Constelacion chamber

Muffin at the granny's station. Ingredients weighted and mixed by the freshies!

KEWOC rocks!

Wohoo!! KE orientation had officially ended today! How was it? Fantastic of course. Don need to say much! WE are the best team ever remember?? To all the KEWOCs! Orientation would not be like this without you all. ^^ I am not good in words. and i really dont how to express myself well. Hee... i can only smile in silly way now.

KEWOCs, take a good rest and let's jia you for flag and rag day! night cycling too!


Note: Check out the few links below! =)

http://www.kevii.nus.edu.sg/kewoc/index.htm

http://kewoc0809.multiply.com/

Over and over

AHHHHHHHH!!!!

WARNING: This is a seriously negative post. Do not read it if you cannot take it!


KANASAI AH!!! I m not happy and i dono wat m i doing. Had been trying my best but seems that nobody had appreciate it esp xxx!! Decided to join just because thinking of maybe i can help xxx. But well... what i feel now is seriously kanasai. if you don appreciate it then dont approach me in the first place. Oh well.. maybe i m just seriously unbalance now. ><>e out anything doesnt mean that i m ok. I should have collapse when i walk up and down in chinatown, Arab street and lavendar alone searching for black cloth. I should have shouted and complain when you ignor my call and sms and let me carry 5 rolls of total 70m cloth back to my room. I should have collapse and cry when i need to sew the cloth till 5am that morning. I should have laugh at myself when we did the measurement together and i din think further and take down the measurement. I should have dont take it so seriously when you just banned the chance for me to even raise hand and voice out my idea. I should have show my 'bu shuang' when you just always exclude me in so many stuff.

Been rushing since IHG, trying to catch up with the pharmacy stuff, then the reading week, exam, preceptorship and till now. I M EXHAUSTED!!! And the cutest part is, i don know i did that for what.


Please let everything be over soon.