And so where do you go from here.

Went to another talk this morning. A good one, at least the first half of the talk was good! Wish to get the list of books that the the speaker mention and start reading them. But, think that it will be super long till I can do that. Project presentation and stocktake coming, then VIVA then gotta rush to set in in new house and out of the sudden, it is CNY aldy. Oh my... there is hardly time to slow down to rest. What about after CNY, most properly end up rushing paper work and busy trying to end the whole pre-reg. Gosh... How I wish this pre-reg can end soon and so at least I can go back home and rest for a week at least.

Argh... And so where do I go from here. I want to discover life. I want to know what I can do. I want to find out what is the meaning of my life.

Hate project writing. Seriously not something that I can do. ='(

动荡不安

这是个动荡不安的年代。忘了我是谁，为什么而活，要的是什么，什么可以让人相信，什么是危险，什么是什么。

没有目标的前进。我只知道，没有什么是绝对的。

把自己练得冷冰冰的。没有什么感觉，刀枪不入，也许就是最好的方法吧。

我会活过这个动荡不安的年代的。