I am surprise and being in a stunned state when things happen. Didn't know that it can turn out this way. Suddenly I feel like the sky is falling on me. But.. other ppl's life move on. I am numb. I am breathless. But surprisingly, I am calm.
Now tell me, what's is my future and what's happening to my life? Especially my love life? I thought that we are fine. We never had such big argument for at least of half a year aldy. Or even longer than that? What's happening to you to turn you to another person? I thought we are fine. I thought you are the one. Or are you still? Am I just living in my own illusion that we are good? Where is the trust that things will still work out?
I am confused. And I am very unsure of what to do. And so.. I will not do anything. I am hoping. Or should I just give up hoping? Heart broken.
